Like I do every day at work I read BBC, why? Because I can find out more on BBC than I do on any of the papers in my area. I came across this article and was thrown back to the spring of 2006.
Two years ago I was living in Olympia,WA in an apartment complex near the capital building. It was a Saturday and I had heard about something going on in the park…I lived a few blocks away so I decided that I would take my son for a walk. He was only a handful of months old…the day was warm, sunny, perfect.
We made it to the park without any problems at all, it was a peace rally. It was while I was there that I learned some Neo Nazi rally would be going on at the Capital Building. They have their own rights to peaceable assemble and I have never EVER said anything against them…after all, it is there right. Until that day.
On the walk back from the park I had to pass by a motel parking lot where a few Neo Nazi’s where getting out of their cars and trucks. I paid them no mind, such is my way. I leave you alone and you leave me alone. Simple right? Wrong. I had never had to endure such racist comments in my life, sure I’ve been through them before…but these comments nearly had me in tears. So what if I look Jewish, so what if I have Jewish blood in me. Doesn’t make me imperfect and so what if my son is Italian also…we’re not below anyone. I’ve always tapped danced on anyone’s head for any kind of racist remark…but that day I knew it would be the wrong move. I kept walking and returned home where I put my son down for his nap and just cried.
I have never cared for the Neo Nazi movement, but I have also never stated my opinions out in public…and I’ll not be doing much of that here. Reactions? Sure…I was scared, horrified, and down right pissed off. That Sunday I kept my windows closed due to the simple fact I did not want to hear any of their bile being spewed into the air. Sure there where protesters out there protesting the Neo Nazis…as is their right also. I part of me wanted to be out there, but a larger part of me KNEW that if I had been I would have found myself turning violent. Yet there is also a bit of me that views the rioting against Neo Nazi as hypocritical.
Think about it…they are prejudice against anything that is not WASP…while so many others are prejudice against them. One thing I have noticed in all the years of living in Olympia is if you ignore the bad thing it goes away far fast than if you rise up against it.
Sad as it is…it is true. You give it any sort of attention and it will remain full force in your face.
This whole article makes the hair on my arms and the back of my neck stand up to attention. It is something like this that gets my ire up and running…my need to scream out in rage, but I refrain from doing so. Could this be because I have finally figured out that sometimes rage does not cut it.
As I’m writing this I’m reading other articles about this whole thing. In an Israel news it was stated that officers found ‘racist propaganda material dating back to the early 20th century and towels decorated with swastikas.’ Talk about lovely decor and educational studies. They called this place an ‘adventure camp’..I’m not kidding you..a freaking adventure camp. To me an adventure camp is a place you go to rock climb, canoe, make bird houses out of popsicle sticks!
My question is why do people do this? I know there is no real answer..I know that,but I will always wonder…always.